Okay so here is today. I drug myself out of bed knowing that Ryan needed my help to get the kids off to school. I tossed up the idea of doing Zumba at 830 but bombed that idea... my house needs cleaned for the big Transformers II kickoff tonight. So off the kids and Ryan went to school and work. I ate cheerios and sat down to check out my email... an hour ago...My dear friend Sara sent me a link for this blog in an attempt to lighten my spirits when I was sick. I finally opened it up and WOW. Nie is Awesome so inspiring. I really don't have bad days, just dismall ones. nieniedialogues.blogspot.com/ check it out. THANK YOU SARA!! I am now inspired do move on to house cleaning and being the mother I need to be to my kids. I am going to hug my kids and cuddle when they get home today, and have all my OCD cleaning done so I can focus on them. Yeah this will be a great day